things i would like to do when i get a real job (in the next few months?):

• go out for a nummy dinner and not worry worry when i pass the waiter my bank card
• sign up at a gym (hopefully somewherz with a pool) because i would really like to do the bondgrrl thing, as well as, frankly, work on being more healthy
• start ballroom dancing again...i so miss the rhumba!
• get some new clothes...librarian style *wink*
• paint paint sculpt draw and start the framing process hardcore -- i simply have too many random draw-rings floating around, simon
• stop feeling so guilty and pitch in a bit more for the house/kitties
• get a real haircut -- these tresses have been abused by me for the last...well...ten years at least. i would like to be stylin'.
• chill out and feel a bit more secure with everything in my life
• go out for happy hour...interesting!
• get someone else to paint my nails? i have to experiment with this one...not as if i have actual nails anyhoo...but i *heart* the colors and *hate* the chips. today i want sparkly blue! hrm.
• peck peck away at those loans and do 7 years instead of 25.
• get some more toys for self amusement *raises eyebrow*
• art supplies, you hear me?
• new lipstick...all of mine is five years old. ew.

nothing terribly exciting...not really. the most important factor involved is just feeling better about my loans and such...the weight is heavy, it is.