well...i suppose i should start job hunting in earnest.

a fist in my stomach makes it hard to breathe. i have been assaulted. i waded through their words of you don't have and we see no and why would you consider...all negative, but i waded and kept my head above.

prove yourself... prove it...

i do not think that they understood who i am and why i desire the position... it is difficult to keep reaffirming where you lack with the traits you excel in.

i fear they were not convinced... they will not call again.