last night, i drifted off around midnight, and there was a dream:
my tt is there, along with an attractive but not too smart boy and a cute little punkgrrl with her head shaved bald except for a little short fringe in the front bleached white. we are swimming in a cistern-like pool (very deep and round) and the best part is that we are naked.
*shrug*that was about it, yep.
tired today...tired and a little down/sad. no reason for this, not really, i am just ready for the weekend, methinks. this weekend is pie and dates, dressing up and dinner. this weekend is sleeping in and smelling skin, dancing kittens and crabs.
now there are four crabs in the fishtank -- i suppose the first grrlfriend did not escape after all. the one i have recently discovered (the original) seems to be quite different from the others. it is compulsively shy and double fisted in the ways of large claws...very red/orange with little white tips. i think we may have two boy crabs. whee!
can you imagine?a whole tank full of writhing sea spiders? woot!
i am so sleepy...i am going through one of my cannot-sleep-so-i-will-just-lie-awake-for-long-periods-of-time periods.
pleh.
side note:
i must learn to let go of my hate/resentment for people. unfortunately, even though i have the ability to discount one's fault or forgive one for actions, but i never forget how the disappointment and anger feels.
this keeps me angry and resentful for long periods of time. this makes me shallow. this also makes me a bad person to cross, piss off or disappoint. sither is the same way -- still a bit snippy with me about a pair of tweesers i supposedly broke when i was four. *shrug* i would be happier if i were care free.
i suppose i should have lower standards for my friends? that, my dears, is not going to happen...for i have the same standards for myself.
and a change of topic...
there is a tree outside turning a bright shade of orange...mmm. i feel all light and smiley aqt the thought of fall. this fall tt adn i will have to go for a drive down to the woods in west virginia...yes.
by the way...the crazybirdladee here at work is a cunt. just thought i would get that out.
*shrug*
