somehow spending halloween alone seems so peaceful and sublime...just the kitties and i snuggled up in a few blankets, something scary on the dvd and hot cocoa and chai. mmm.

relaxation.

...perhaps a bottle of wine, a pedicure

i'll doze off for a bit, only to be awakened by the doorbell's chime...children clawing at the door...and i'll tuck the blankets up around my chin and smile. ignorance.

...and i'll relax, forget about the rising utility bills, loans looming, payment for this...payment for that for a while.

...and this night will be for me -- a selfish but uncommon thing.

i was planning a halloween with my TT, but work calls and so on a plane he was away today. *shrug* he'll be back late on friday night.

(i was also planning on being a bondgrrl, my TT as james of course...but my bubbies are not quite ready for such slinky exposure...)

plus, next year i can MAKE my bondgrrl dress...! whee! soon to get a sewing machine to fix and make projects long dead...

--i am really excited about making swanky velvet drapes for the livingroom...home theatre central

--i am going to make footy pajammas, dammit. with a hood with kitty ears and everything. *grin* maybe even paws...am i kidding, especially paws! ooh! it would be really cool to have skeleton footy pajammas too! hrm, maybe for TT, although i think he would make a good kitty too...

merrwp?