yesterday...

i went out on the porch to cry,
to feel small and insignifigant underneath the sky,
to admire the neighborhood,
to look to see if nathanialthestraykitty was roaming around (have not seen him in weeks, i fear his death on some roadside somewhere)...

and i saw a large, heavy locust dive-bomb into my pine tree, at which point it desperately winged its song, then lept out to weave around to another tree.

sometimes nature is interesting to watch, interaction and such. sometimes i watch the cats, how they move, who is the dominant,...minya will creep around havana with her back arched, on kitty-tippy-toes then pounce. sesha lays the smack down and remains aloof.
...and the horses run rampant through the house, click-clacking off of the hard-wood floors.

today was a day of talking to my TT about stuff/things/posessions and life in general. we are looking into purchasing a dining-room set, (expensive, eeep!) and i wish to make sure that what we are doing in our lives, and where the are going are mutually acceptable -- that neither he nor i are doing things just "to make the other happy."

...and we are not, and we agree...

and this is good!!

[thelittleprince] goody good!

on the way to the airport this evening there was heavy rain a bit of lightening, and a feeling of joy -- for perhaps the flight would be delayed just a few moments longer...but it left only half an hour after scheduled time. there was a rainbow for us that touched either side of the horizon.

i live at the airport,

i should rent out a locker.