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post-graduation-depression | 29 April 2002 | 12:51 pm


I am worth exactly: $2,068,244.00.

interesting�but silly. i wonder how much that is per pound�anyone want to buy a finger? probably worth about $2500 - $5000, depending on the finger, of course.

booty: and you know, thumbs are ever so useful!
havanaslab: boo and hiss, respectively.
freyjachunk: *bounce* wetfood *bounce* wetfood *bounce* you have wetfood? *purrrr*

this weekend, which started out pretty craptastic (my hit n�run phun) -- actually turned out pretty well.

    TT and i washed the uTTe by hand on saturday,
    had lunch with those crazy idlefriends *bounce*,
    i got supertummysick (thankyouverymuch chinesefood) and boy that ride home sucked so,
    we took some uTTe pictures in the cemetery (soon to post, by the way�i can almost smell that gold membership now�! (or is it the pizza?)),
    and i graduated (damn those annoying rents�)

so not so bad.

i am wondering if there is cause for post-graduation-depression here. i feel drained and such. i think i am starting to feel the burn of not having a huge and horrific goal set up anymore�i mean, what do i do now? relax??? not possible!

or, is it�?

i do know that bugging my TT about marriage (a goal to attain?) is certainly not going to help things. even though i am a very goal oriented person, i think i just need to chill for a while.

i feel a little psycho, and even though marriage is an eventuality and such, and a happy happy thing � it can wait. i get obcessed with certain thoughts sometimes and think that if i can just get through this semester thing will be ok or if i were married, maybe i would not feel so temporary or unsettled. soon i am going to be thinking if i could just get a good job� i am sure. jeez grrlie, calm thyself�patience and time. you may no longer have huge and horrid ties to your school � but such things are alright.

this is a time to enjoy!

    a time for artwork!

a time for fun!

pleh, we�ll see if that happens. i just want to be less tired and sad, and the idea of relaxing just does not seem so attractive to me.


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