items to settle before i can relax:

1. fix utte insurance
2. buy utte (whoo ah...gimmie a D....gimmie an E...gimmie a B...)
3. med-flex-o the GymMembership *And* Training
4. balance balance and organize expenses
5. not least, resolution with the annoying ADDboy at work - things are tense, but at least now he has to follow the checklist every day, and explain why tasks have not been completed. shall i spell it out asshole?
6. find TheRapist of choice and divulge, carefully

i fucking hate how money makes the world go round, but it is at times much easier to deal with the physical than the mental, no? at least in the case of dollars and cents there is solution or plan - and not thoughts of stab/gouging others �or myself (eyes, so soft�)

patience and patience i tell myself and snug down into the tt, the love/rock of ages, my prince, my truth. buck up unluckygrrlie and hold on tight, the road only gets more rocky with time (at least it is no longer time and airplanes�)