yesterday: out of work early to care and care for the TT, so sick and deflated. my love, asleep at this very moment, has kept this illness to himself. i have nothing but anxiety, not even a sniff.

we stopped at the dinerswank before starwars, both enjoyable, both filling. what is it about certain movies? that feeling of being four, of wanting to clap.

*smile*it was better than the last one...but one supposes this is not saying much. i thought anikin (annie annie, are you ok? and i spit.) would rape his lust, but no. courtship, love...a rape would have been more suiting to character. *shrug*

and today: more plants. bay leaves come from trees, ...evergreens. a fact i did not know until i bought one and read the accompanying material. interesting.

i now have enough basil and dill to go around...even additional marjoram in order to fulfill my spice-ish needs.

tonight: perhaps a glance at the kittens, the eimer. there is now permission in the works, i just must introduce her to the TT, but i would think that once she perches on his lap oh so still�so patient�i think he will melt.

and tonight is also dinner at the hyeholde�for much birthday excellence. tonight is dress and stockings�tonight is elegance and wrists� lipstick and lust.

i only hope he is well enough for to taste.