liquor store update :

scotch is more than
just tape

i really need to purchase all of my alcoholic ingredients from there as a return for their humor.

keeps me going during the week:

i am only happy when i am with you

sometimes it makes me sad when you do not realize how beautiful you are

when visiting home i was surprised to find out that it just did not feel like home anymore - i only feel home when i am with you

it was difficult not having the TT here for two weeks...isolating and a ruckus. on friday there was implosion and self-depreciation day - but once that was past i actually enjoyed myself very much. we wait and wait, always so very (im)patient for change...knowing it will happen, just not when.

sunday and sunday, tt will leave again today - a day, a night early - arriving in the inferno in time to mule it through the week. if i had faith in god i would pray for tt to get a job here soon...or at least a call back. as it is, i have faith in myself and the love that is us. we have no altar, but there certainly are a lot of sacrifices. we will make things happen for ourselves instead of beg/praying that other non-existant entities do it for us.

i miss our fish tank.

i miss our friends and wine and cheese.

tt has an amazing haircut, yesterday at the glam-o-r4mma, and things are well with the freyja eye front (stiches out, swelling down)...a few less things to worry worry about.

*shrug*