today is my first class of the semester. only one class this time, and the very last one for my degree, database design and application. i hope it is interesting enough...i hope that we are infront of computers for the class...

*snicker*

it would be good to be able to check mail and update my diary and such...heh. a break in the monotony.

i am sick of school, you know. i am pretty much just done with it, and thank dog that i am not going straight into another program. pleh. sometimes i wish my undergrad was in something useful. poetry, although fun and so very integral, just does not end up being something that i can use to support myself.

i also think that my heart just is not in it.
not anymore.

yet another reason that i am glad the MFA did not work out.

i shall have to see where the job hunt takes me and such. perhaps i will never need a second masters, perhaps i'll need to go get another bachelors. perhaps, perhaps, perhaps...

you won't admit you love me
and so
how am i ever
to know?

you only answer
perhaps...perhaps...perhaps

i am stalling. lunch at 11 then class at noon. i need to go somewhere to read and snack, working now on conquering the chronicles of narnia. i will settle down in a warm booth, coffee in hand, and delve into the very first chapter...the lion the witch and the wardrobe. i read it when i was small, a little tyke. i cannot remember it at all.

i bet they make a movie out of it...especially with the lord of the rings being so popular.

i think i too shall go gold soon, only $30.00 for the year, and supporting diaryland a little after using it for almost a year just feels good. also, i'll be able to post some pics of me and TT and kitties and such. (maybe).

we'll see.

and soon, off to class!

eep!