all of the xmas decorations as well as some chocolate and a card reading "i'm sorry i was rude and inconsiderate, i always love you, mom" was sitting on my porch last night. apologies are wonderful things, especially when completely unexpected.

not that i have any hope for change from the rent in the future, it is just good to know that she may have heard some of what i tried to explain during our disagreement.

*shrug*

i have learned that getting angry is better than depression�i have also learned that if i do things such as inviting the rents over my house for dinner and such � i am inviting insult and eggshells. go figure.

Go Figure!!

*shake*shake*

Woot!

i watch myself, even more-so now that i keep a journal. i watch how i react to things, i watch my own growth. i watch for patterns in past behavior, and soon i�ll be able to observe what i did last year day by day as this year passes. i think that will be interesting. february is my one year diaryland anniversary, and much has changed since then.

interesting.

the rent just called and told me of a package arriving at her house (why i sent it there, i�ll never know)�but it looks like i�m going to spread the luv with a little majic after all!

fun!

and this weekend is all about decorating TT and i�s first x-mas tree. i put the scorpion up on it last night, i wonder if it counts as decoration? hrm. we have clear glass balls (heh.) to make into stained-glass ornaments and there is fun fun fun to be had.

i hope the kitties do not break too many of them, if any�maybe the felt underneath the tree will help?

hrm.