one of those evenings where the mind keeps tracing circles long after the body has given up?

after work, it was as such for me. yesterday there was so much anxiety...masturbation could not even take off the edge. frustrating. i hoped to relax, or to nap a little before m4sTTr called for to celebrate the half year, but -- to no avail. i did not give up, however. stubborn, i lay in bed from 6-11pm, staring at the ceiling and

thinking, thinking, thinking.

this was all fine and good, however... sometimes it is great fun to just set your mind free to dwell on whatever it wishes.

my kitties enjoyed some time with me, taking turns slithering their way under my blankets to kneed themselves into a purring frenzy, and curl up in sleep at my belly. kitties are good things, ...as i am rarely home except for to do schoolwork or sleep, we tend valuable fuzzy cuddling time.

where would i be without purring and paws, and liddle whiskers?

i received my phone call and lovely it was, then off to nyquil, burritos and sleep. good combination.

sleep was good and solid.

no dreams, but then again, i slept so i can not complain.

*grin*

*does a dance of lunch*

lunch with f0o and all is good. lunch on thursdays is like that little sparkle that shows up on your cheek days after wearing glitter -- and you just smile and smile because now, now you have something special to get you through your day -- a secret.