yayayay!

a THUNDERSTORM today!!

*the happiest beaming and smiley grrlie*

someday the TT and i will have a porch swing�a huge porch swing�and we�ll get tons of blankets and cudd/snuggle out on the porch and watch the hard rain and lightening, my cold nose buried in his chest and thunder and trees blowing down and power lines curling and and and...

mmm�

this morning i actually remember to write about the sweet, we scrub each others backs and swirl our soapy bodies together�my boy leaving the shower before i do and the hot water coursing down and down, sudsy soapy wet slick �when i finish, draw the curtain aside � he is there, outside the shower with a towel, so warm and wrapped around me, as he pat pats me dry.

such sweet indulgence.and this is every day that he is home, our shower, the beginning to our day.

(these little things build�you see why i want him home, �always?)

the two of us holding hands, like 14yr olds, like those in love � puppies, while we walk anywhere and everywhere�

the two of us snuggling before bed, all legs wrapped arms and toes, lips resting on lips and hands on hips. the kitties have found out the secret and warm place in-between those bodies, a row of purring fur between us as we wiggle together for warmth.

yesterday we went test driving again. i think it so interesting to look at these things with awe hidden under my coat, in my pocket�these toys, so fast and expensive, something unfathomable.

my family has never had a new car, ever. it is just not a possibility for people such as us�and yet i sit in these machines, soon one to daily drive, and all i can think is how interesting and bizarre it is to be connected with such things�