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squeeze in - tight | 22 October 2004 | 3:58 pm


low i am here, and low i will be - no worries there.

busy as of late in the b0otyworld...busy busy busy. such things are good, they keep the mind on the line and away from the sad - ignore-antz is not always negative. idle thoughts lead to daymares and misery, thusly let us keep the mind going onward and upward...let us keep on the line, the path, and we shall move toward the goal (whatever that may be for that particular day.) i did get ever so tired of bed being my goal every day, yes. now i have so much more, so much to squeeze in - tight.

tt and i are finally caught up on sleep from the weekend - strange how exhausting socializing can be when not used to it (exhausting in the most wonderful and positive sense of the word, you see.) it was a weekend of: shopping at macys, china town + food, pancakes, twin peaks, hiking around berkeley landfills, cards/drinking, the mission, the headlands, muir woods, korean BBQ, and the death guild. i am forgetting things, but it was packed - whew!

naturally anxious that i am, i of course worried and fussed and such over my idle and f0o. breathe, boot, breathe - and relax, and dont ruin things. worry caused by my impending review at work yesterday (went well, thank goodness) in combination with tt being laid off at work sometime in the next few months (??) (translation, boot job very important right now) made for a couple of panic attacks here and there, but all in all a great and amazing weekend with my most cherished and dear.

no we are back to the dull and drool every day, aikido or gym in the evenings and nuzzling into warm warm blankets on the couch. suck me in oh couch my savior. they are offering $8yoga after work on wednesdays now - one more thing to plan in, yes, but a goddess must stretch, no?


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