i am the queen of insomnia. please call off today as i can handle it all myself, really, just take care of yourself and do not look in my eyes and see the dilation there, black and blue and endless. zip zap and i am up again from toss toss turning all night, and i am up to 40mg from 20 and next week 60 - oh where will the madness end? it feels like an hour into a trip when you can just feel it kicking in... aside from that, the side effects are minimal.

it is a resolve and steadfast day - i know i am overwhelmed, but i intend to fight until the bitter end and go out in a flood of glory (or gory, whichever you prefer.)

i am digging SheWantsRevenge today - aside from the sexy album cover art, it really is quite good.