i keep dreaming about being a werewolf or being attacked by one - methinks these are dreams about change and metamorphosing. (obviously.) perhaps it is time i felt better about me, who i am, what i need to do, goals, expectations, etc. perhaps it is time i started to respect and like the me.

last night i dreamt i was a 30 something gay male in the 70's - and i had lots of bottom sex. not sure what that one could mean - no clue at all (felt really fun/good though...) any idea, anyone?

also in dreams last night were merrydeath (moving into tt and i's apartment with a ferret and cat with positive FIV (scary!)) and a long lost letter from my dead uncle featuring strange photo-shopped pictures of him looking like carnival versions of kings/jacks from decks of cards but without any numbers. i really liked the pictures.

my mind is a confused muddle of crap lately as it has been hell (hell, not hella, mind you) busy at work. i also have a meeting with the TheLady today for to talk about my future a bit here at TheNetwork. i am through with dealing with their crap and am ready for change. yes.