been a little off as of late. trying to reach out - trying.
feeling left out and way at the bottom of the priority list - (am i even on there?)

this is me being selfish.
this is me caught up in my own emotions.

sometimes i do not want to be one of those that puts up all of the effort to keep things going.
sometimes it would be cool if complaints did not accompany everything i do, especially if i have gone out of my way.

sometimes i would like a little back, but i fear asking.

{disclaimer} this post is not about my tt. {/disclaimer}