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minus nasty ascot | 08 January 2005 | 4:17 pm


what could be more fun than dinner with nummy microbrew pints and my tt? free parking downtown for dinner? going to an amazing and charged concert afterward for an xmas present? going out on a school night? i suppose i can add the comments about me looking really pretty and dolled up for the evening from co-workers.

all in all, thursday rocked something hard. i miss concerts and dancing, and i certainly had my share of both. vnv is super fun in concert, yes. strange that i felt comfortable in my skin there, something i wanted to remember. i felt solid, focused, a bit tipsy, and pretty - most of all i did not feel intimidated or claustrophobic which is a bit odd for me since it was a big stand-only venue. i could actually breathe and let my guard down a bit.

tonight - tonight is voltaire and tuesday is collide. much fun in the future for the tt household - fun to face without fear or worry... well, we'll see. i am so strange about crowds now-a-days. i invited sither and hoffeliebe (my sister and her husband, by definition) and dada (fun guy from aikido) to the concert tonight. perhaps at least one of the three will show? i am trying to reach out, i am (see f0o, i can be sort-of social) although my recent attempts to reach out to dojo people, secant and (crap i forget his nick *shrug*), were pretty much ignored and blown off in the nicest of ways. it still hurt a bit, even though it was probably due to absent mindedness - forgetting to reply to an e-Mail because work is busy busy and the like. is that a polite blow-off or what? am i just being hopeful they will eventually come around? am i still belaboring a mute point? perhaps - only time will whisper in this case, it seems.

in any event, time to concentrate on this evening. i think i may try to don fake eyelashes. one of my latest resolutions is to learn how to wear big eyelashes *flutter*flutter* ...i have always liked them, yes. if i am to do the detrich at fuckboy/grrl's wedding, i need to practice hotness now. this is the tux i'll be wearing at the wedding (as a grooms woman) minus nasty ascot, plus brown vest and black tie (not bow.) i am thinking forties hair parted on the side (waves close to head to a small bun at nape of the neck) and black stiletto heels with the tux pants. style conscious people, what do you think? the tux jacket does not seem to be a style that would go well with a skirt in my opinion, but i need other opinions. i am so not fashionable, police help! if i should wear a skirt, what length? can i pull off having my hair back like that? what would you do?


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