well...moving day started out with lots of sunshine...then ka-blam! heavy downpours with high winds, although i did not have any trouble with the u-haul. pleh.

fun! tons of friends there! and amazing amounts of help/support for the move! yeah!

...i only wish that the people who left our(pl) apartment on saturday evening bothered to clean something on the way out. *shrug* they did leave lots of venetian (venis) blinds. whee.

now, to keep the kitties off of them.

heh...

and this weekend was also the revenge of the little car that i so horribly wrecked in january (perhaps late december?)...it bit me. *blink* now, are we even? or is there more revenge in the future. i am working my best at making friends again...but highway corners still terrify me all white-knuckled and panting. i will overcome,...i have to -- she is so darn cute!

and my wonderful TT is off again, but tomorrow night we will be together again, and fun!

i ask him if it bothers him that i tell him how much i love and such, often. and the answer is no. *nods* good thing. i wonder why i crave so much in return. i have to get over that somehow, i think. i am just so uncertain of everything all of the time -- no matt-er how good, or how strongly we feel. i think much of the uncertainty that i encounter is self-doubt...i simply think that i make everything up and nothing is solid/tangible...therefore everything must be wrong as i see it, because i imagine it to be so wonderful, perfect and pure.

such things do not exist.