dreams from last night consisted of TT and i riding along one of the rivers on some sort of high speed transit, that was actually some bizarre type of roller-coaster. it kept jumping around on the tracks, but not completely, just enough to terrify us.

when we arrived at our destination, a large railroad tunnel made of huge stones off to the left of the tracks, we got out and i noticed my feet for the first time. i freaked out, because they were much bigger than i remembered them being and my heels were very pronounced -- almost as if an extra bone or toe was growing on the back. i moved them around in different ways, trying to find an attractive angle, but none was to be found. i felt horrible, i cried,...etc.

TT was not upset by this at all, he just simply left me and many different grrlies would go up to him for his attention. he was being very swank and james bond about the whole thing, quite cavillier (sp). as a matter of a fact, from that point onward, it was as if he could not see me at all,

-- or, perhaps, did not choose to acknowledge the fact that i was crushed and such.

in this tunnel/room there was a grid of single size mattress beds set up, almost like a refugee help center, or crowded hospital. i was lying on one of the beds trying to feel better, and talking to Violent who was at another bed located close to the head of mine.

TT came over to her and told her she could have a backrub as promised. She took off her shirt and was totally bare for him, and just sat there for her backrub. TT enjoyed it very much, very. I tried not to watch, but they were right there in front of me, i put my head down and closed my eyes, but could still hear their happy moans.